red blog..
very girl..
LOL..
i know that..
but i'm just bored..
so i did that..
and i know it doesn't look nice oso..

someone guide me in design pls..

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back from MIA !!
=)

was realli realli very busy + moody + siann diaoo..

exams

killed 3 exam papers on last wk and i think i did badly for all of them..

let me start off with "Database" paper.. i was slacking, slacking throughout the whole semester.. wasn't paying full attention to the lessons and i ended up giving marks and leaving blanks in the paper..

so what about the 2nd paper, "Object-Oriented Analysis & Design 1".. pretty alright bah.. but i'm so scared of my use cases and explanations, i suck at it.. i'm not good in programming, from FSP to OOP to OOAD, i scored a max of B+.. not even a A..

last paper of the wk, "Wireless Technology".. didn't study much either.. i did think about what type of qns and topics might come out but i didn't expect GPS to come out.. it did!! ohh my holy mama!! >< i lost like 15marks over there.. meaning, out of 40 marks and i'm left with onli 25marks to score.. (provided i get full marks for the rest of the qns) but its impossible right?!?! i'm not a "good-material" in studies, playing, maybe yes.. muahahahha.. X=

lucky, there's no "e-Business" paper for this exam.. cause they replace the paper with a final report.. xD

overall, i realli think i did badly.. database is gonna pull my GPA down alot and i'm gonna disappoint alot of ppl.. alot.. can't blame anyone.. onli can blame myself for not study hard and study smart enough.. its realli "ohh my holyy god".. its going semester 2.2 SOON!! so will i be able to make it?? results will be out on the 15sept, through mail, sms and mani other sources.. help~ i dun wanne retake any module.. i'm old enough alrdy..

and before my paper, dixy told me, "can retain ahh.. den we can go grad together and go army together oso.." LOL..

schedule

holiday alrdy.. but i'm booked for activities like camps, chalet, school duties, meetings and other stuffs.. how to work?!?! if bobian den i'll go back to my freelance webdesigner side.. currently i have a couple of projects to work on.. all are webdesigns.. one of them is mark's IPH.. gonna complete for him.. just to touch up and add some codes..

even since the end of "World Skills Singapore", my moral and confidence level got hurt badly.. i even take out the "Ngee Ann Polytechnic" and "World Skills Singapore" logos from the jacket, making it so naked now..

life

how's life like, when i can't live without you?? but i did it.. life is like a bus-stop to me, there's always a "moving-time" and a "pit-stop-time".. its just the matter of how are you gonna move on and when are you gonna move on.. in life, there's always someone going off, away from you and someone new coming to you..

friends..

i'm realli glad that i've friends like bin, gary, dixy, andy, jiayi, hadi, wailiang (too long to list all) and other to be with me everytime, pushing me and supporting me.. bin going oversea soon, gonna miss him badly sia.. (not gaying) but all the best while you're at overseas, bin !! =)






ahh kenn didn't go school on tuesday !!
X=

was away for a camp in KL last wkends..
will update photos soon..
[talk to you later, my dear diary]


[today]
ah kenn didn't go school today..
haha..
X=

[studies]
tml gonna do makeup with wailiang or i can't catch up liao..
its gonna be a busy today for me??

[plans]
i'm going back to school later for some stuffs, for SCC and WSS meeting.. 1 year le wor.. competition is coming.. feeling more and more stress about it..

going KL with NP WSS team from 17th may to 19th may.. so siann..

[life]
just now chatted with my mum.. just realise that its may now.. so fast.. time realli pass very fast wen you're busy.. secondary school's holiday is starting in about a wk's time.. so good.. iwan my holiday too.. haven get to enjoy my holiday since i joined NP, shld say the NP WSS team.. ppl get to play and enjoy while i go school and od debugging.. wow.. wat a life.. LOL..

chatted with huijia oso.. was talking to her about my life and so on.. so how did i push myself so far de?? 0.o i've no idea.. what i know is, i keep tell myself, "you're strong and you can be stronger" when i wanne burst.. life is realli stressful?? yeahh?? lucky gt my ahh mei to push me abit and abit or i'll start to drop into the drain liao.. have grow alot of white hair.. pluck out alot oso.. quite siann to see them.. why can't ppl live without stress?? i know myself that i need stress to push myself to move.. but i guess the stress level is kinda of too much?? representating NP is ok to me, doing web designing is ok to me, writing codes and playing with flash is ok with me too.. but why eat my holiday sia..

"home sound like hotel to me" - gary tan.. OOPS.. X=
haha.. i agrees to it.. its realli my "hotel" since i joined NP WSS team.. sometime i feel that NP WSS team is realli taking my breathe away.. busy busy busy.. templates templates templates.. assignments assignments assignments..

ppl asked why am i in school on a saturday morning?? i said i've lesson.. haha.. fun right?? 10am to 6pm.. its realli too fun to be fun.. =.="

sometime i realli hate myself but i just can't help it.. why can't i show the weak side of me?? "cheng qiang" isn't good at all times.. AHH !!! i know that my friends are trying to shower some love, care and concern to me.. but ahh.. nvm..

maybe i need a life?? i realli need?? things change alot i guess and i just realise that.. love isn't as pure as how i feel.. life isn't as good as what i think.. earth isn't as round as it seems to be.. why is this so?? haha.. LAME and crap from me..

recalling - i chatted with shilin and told her not to stress.. but she say i'm more stress.. how she know?!?! maybe its a guess?!?! i realli need someone who knows me.. know wat i'm thinking..

[horoscope]
some believe in it while others don't.. i do believe but not 100%.. horoscope says that aquarius is independent.. yes.. i am.. too independent.. but dunno why love life i choose to be dependent.. 0.o so what about emotion-less?? maybe its quite true.. i rather show/express myself.. my expression is onli * nods nods * or yes.. others dun wanne say liao..

[music]
"wo bu pei - jay chou" - repeat mode..

[end]
alright!! going pompom den go school liao.. NP WSS team meeting starts @ 5.30pm at IE Office..
cya again.. my dearest dear diary and friends who view my blog..
thanks alot..
=)


shi mian ahh !! shi mian last night and can't slp.. i think i slp at 4am++.. wat liao.. den today's lesson from 9am to 5pm..

T.T






just installed Adobe Web Standard given by the school.. pretty laggy..
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competition is drawing nearer and nearer each day..
have the suffocating feeling..

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